Saturday, January 27, 2007
Ice cream! :D
Friday, January 26, 2007
Friday!
This week doesn't feel too good as AA206 is getting harder and harder. My dislike for the bonds, options, and all those stuffs seem to be growing more each day. Moreover, my tutor juz warn us today that the financial instruments in the current society is getting more and more complicated each day. Oh man...is this an omen to my future path??? And AA306 is even more scarier than ever. Imagine my AA306 is the advance course of AA206 and I can't even handle that basic strong enough now...*super super stress* :X
Today went to town for a while to get some stuff. Got blessed by Hanjie as she is going there and Lincoln is driving. Manage to get back hall together with her from town and we finally bought our grocery over at NTUC. Really enjoy talking to her about the plans in our future, how much we gonna miss our hall life, what exercise to do together and stuffs. Well, hope our plan to play badminton, jog and swim together will be put into regular action ya? :P Love this neighbour of mine manz...*bleam* :D
Whenever I talked to my friend about leaving hall in less than 5 months, my heart seems to be always heavy. I have never imagined my life staying in hall before I came. Yet I cannot imagine my life living outside my hall now. It will be a life that you cannot possibly ask your friend to go out with you in one minute's time. It will be a life that does not have frequent suppers and late night jogging together in the quietness of NTU. It will be a life that you don't get a birthday surprise at your own room from your friend the instant the hands of the clock strike at midnight. It will be a life when you no longer do things on your own without the surveliance of your parents and siblings at home. It will also be a life that I know I will have to bid farewell to the life at hall forever.
Right now, even I maybe sick of the same food that I ate over the past 3 years here, I just wanna have more of them. Even if the shops nearby sells stuff that are not very interesting, I would not mind going around and simply indulge in a neighbourhood shopping trip. Even when I am too tired, I juz wanna keep jogging more and enjoy every part of NTU more. Even if I know I will be leaving this place that has once shattered my heart, I still want to fight for any chance to linger here longer. The memories of my campus living will not be those sad moments, but forever to stay in my mind will only left with those times that can put a broad smile on my face.
Surfing online, the tour agency finally have put up the itinerary for Europe trips in May to June. A little bit of disappointed as Vincent juz told me that he cannot accompany to go to Europe together as he still got his intersem to take in May. Well, I guess I really have to go alone this time then. Hahaha...but then I think I won't be alone for too long once I found Daryl they all there ba...that will still be my main purpose...lol
This weekend should be a great one with Dr A.R. Bernard being here with us for service. One biggest good news I have come to know is that my hall friend, Zhiwei, has finally accepted Christ at our Xmas service! :D Was a little surprise when he told me that because I remember he told me before that he was not ready for such religious belief when I asked him to come over last time. But thank God that his good friend manage to bring him there and he was touched by His presence. The joy of seeing your friend getting to know God is really the best thing ever. Go Go Jiayou! :D
Guess I will spend my Saturday at my room doing my work and cooking soup and meals. Bought lots of stuffs again to cook. Hahaha...will make full use of my slow cooker manz...lol So soup for anyone? :P
"I dream to paint, and now I will paint my dream."
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Oil painting

I had my first oil painting class yesterday at NAFA, The Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts. Actually, I have been considering taking up this lesson ever since the holidays when Joe brought it up to me that time. It is one of my passion and interest. It fulfills my desire to make good use of my free time and being able to learn something new to refresh myself from my routine work and classes. Thank God for giving me the chance to learn oil painting. Thank God for creating colours in this world that brought such beauty into our lives. :)
The lesson is really very fun and I LOVE IT! :D I am certainly someone who is not good at drawing (as you can see above :P) but like my instructor says, you should not expect your painting to be a photograph of what you are drawing. Art is a subject that should not be spoon fed to us. It is more of a subject that shows your creativity. Or else it will lose its uniqueness...lol
For oil painting, the uniqueness of it as compared to many other arts is its thick texture, its richness in colour that doesn't fade easily, its multi-layers of drawing and its colourful historical culture. Our instructor taught us not to try to perfect it but to be BOLD -- bold in your strokes, bold if your drawing and bold in your colour. Hahaha...I guess this is one part that I like about oil painting because you can anyhow wipe the paint onto the canvass sheet in any direction and not like those kind that you got to be careful not to mix up the strokes. Hahaha...finding some entertainment and beauty out of a mess ya? :P Indeed a nice way to relieve your stress manz...lol
I am happy that I have attended this course as I get to know different people as well. We start off the class by sharing why we attend the class, what we are looking out for in this class and what we want to gain from it. There is a couple who are both proffessionals, a lawyer and a retail buyer (moreover they are both accountants and auditors before they change their line of career) share that they love oil painting and want to have some fun out of it. Then there are coincidentally two IT consultants and a graphic designer who want to make their own oil paintings as buying one from outside will be way too expensive. Others like me seek to take it as a breather from our daily routine work and have some fun here.
All of us come from different areas but yet a piece of oil painting has brought all of us together, sharing the same joy and likings. Like my instructor says,
"Cheers to great art! *wink* :D"
Happy Belated Birthday, Tze Shuuan! :)




Our Ingenia culture for birthday people -- the super mixed cocktail!
This is TS at the beginning of the celebration......follow by each one's turn to greet TS with a birthday blessing...
...and here's TS at the end of his celebration...I guess he still enjoy our surprise ya? :P
This is the first and probably the last time we celebrated TS birthday at hall. Caught him surfing internet when we entered his room...hahaha...lol I do wonder if he is really surprised by us coz we kinda make lots of noises at the corridor...hee...but I guess he will still be glad to see us ya? :P Juz hope that he is feeling better by now...hahaha...so much for a birthday surprise manz...
"How I wish that time can stop at all these moments..."
Monday, January 22, 2007
Herbal soup! :)




Friday, January 19, 2007
A big question mark?
Finally it's weekend again and I feel much better now. The work is suffocating me and certainly our tutors never fail to overload us for this final semester that we are still in NTU. *pout* I am really tired...
We got to snatch for the 3 companies today that we are going to work on for our AA206 project. In the end, my group mates inform me that we got Darco, Asiapharm and Keppel at last. They are not really our first choices (our first choices are Capitaland and SPC)...but I hope we can still do much better with these 3 companies.
Cell group yesterday was not really great as many people are absent. It wasn't a good start for the year but yet I guess it shouldn't last. Thank God for Amanda and Kenneth to be with us again. The message was repeated again from what we had in the service about the common mandate and the common grace we experienced from God through our culture, like how God will choose to speak to us through the media such as movies, music etc.
Sometimes it puzzled me how God wants me to do with my life. I am trying to be a cheerful giver and a cautious listener but yet reality may fail me from time to time. I am trying to learn the things that he has taught me but yet sometimes it just hit me back in such a way that says I have been a fool. I do not wish to give up learning from Him but many times the situation will tempt me to do so. Am I not strong enough in this sense or am I just plain stupid? I really have no idea on this...
Many things in this world do not lie in the way we often wish they were. When things don't go the way they were, I try to ignore that negative effect and continue to make the best out of it. Yet why it has to stripe off that last pride of myself when all I ever intended to do is out of goodwill? Why God wants us to be a blesser, a learner but yet the result has to hit me back telling me that what I did is wrong? I really wonder what does God want from me. I may sound angry here but pardon me I am not angry with God. But I guess I am starting to lose my patience soon as I really want to find out that answer. I am really tired here my Father...did I not follow what you want me to do again?
I really want to rely on you my Father yet would I burden you with my childishness? I am really scare of myself now as I know I am not as brave anymore. I want to be selfish but yet I juz can't. I wish I could hate but why the more I am pushed to that edge the more I want to turn it around? What should I do my Lord? I am juz so confused here. Can I lean on you for a while longer?
I juz watched the show "The Beauty & The Geek" and the show juz has a makeover for all the geeks there. The guys' new look are juz so shockingly different that you really couldn't believe your eyes. Yet what is there is the look but when they play the games they are juz the same old person. I guess you can simply change their appearance with a new shirt and a new hairstyle, but certainly it takes much more to change what is inside that person.
I recall a friend telling me that the world changes us from the ouside but only God changes us from the inside. Even if you put on the best clothes in the world, but you have not take out the slums inside you, you are still a slum with a good cover. And if you have God in you and He has taken that slum out of you, you will look good no matter what because you will learn to put on the best clothes on you from now on and even beautify the place around you.
Like what I learn from the message on common grace earlier that God speaks to us through our culture. I find that there is a link to what I say here. Like we always say "Do not judge a book by its cover" -- what we look for is the content of the book that will make us learn something positive if it is good. If its content is negative, we will only pick up the bad habits of it and eventually show them in our lives.
Jesus has said in the bible that "What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean', but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean'." (Matt 15:11) If we take dirty food, we may have stomachache for a while but it will be fine once we take some medicine. But what speaks through our mouth tells us what is inside us. Juz imagine a gentleman in a smart tuxedo speaking vulgar language...what would you think about this person?
"The veil that covers our eyes can only be lifted by the hands that weave it." I guess we should not be a fool ourselves to be blinded by our ego, our self-centredness and our pride. But to let those things that cover us to be taken out from us and for once, let us see what is really standing before us clearly than to keep ourselves away from them ya?
"What goes into a man's mouth does not make him 'unclean', but what comes out of his mouth, that is what makes him 'unclean'. ~ Matthew 15:11"
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Congratulation, SHU HUI! :D
CONGRATULATIONS to SHU HUI!!! :D
This entry is dedicated to you. :)
It's great today for me to be your camera man for once, taking those pictures of you in that convocation suit. It is really wonderful to see you graduating at last. :) But I will certainly miss you being at NTU and to be able to come over to my room to give me BS at ease. :P
Having you being my BS tutor is a blessing I have from God. You are always patient and listening and serious in teaching me the things that are required. I believe you will be a great teacher at Maris Stella and they are sure to love you ya? :D *hugz*
May God continue to bless my wonderful BS tutor and my friend and my sister in her teaching career. May God takes away all your tiredness and stress that you will encounter along your way and gives you the wisdom to overcome any problems that obstruct you. JIAYOU and take care always...*muackz* :)
"But the one who received the seed that fell on good soil is the man who hears the word and understands it. He produces a crop, yielding a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown. ~ Matthew 13:23"
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Delirious service + Independence
The praise and worship session felt really like a concert to me. It was juz so much different to hear them live than through their CDs that I used to listen. And I saw many people even took their photos with their handphones and cameras. I was tempted to do the same but then I juz felt that I shouldn't coz I came here for God and not juz because of a celebrity band who was here (picture above is of courtesy by Googles). *no offense* It was good enough for me to feel and to capture their picture on the stage in my mind. So sorry guys! :P
The work load for me already piles up on the first week. Lots of readings to do for this final semester. On average, I have about 3 chapters per module (Scott 4,5,8; PHB 1-2, Tan & Lee 1-3), which means I already have about 9 chapters waiting for me to read them now! And that has not even included the FRS that are required (FRS 14, 27, 28 32, 102, 103) and other readings from the tutor to add on...
But somehow I feel better. Maybe it is the beginning and I wanna go ahead and make a good first move. Maybe I am simply an optimistic person. Not really complaining here but juz wanna let myself know what I need to do next. Maybe I am probably juz a way-too-independent person that I seem to be emotionless about it. Ha.
Seriously, I don't like the term "independent", but yet there seems to be nothing better to describe myself here. That word sounds pretty lonely sometimes. I wish there are things to bother me about, like things I can go and consult others on. Yet nothing much I need to know except the knowledge-based stuffs that I want to find out from others. Emotional side I am pretty peaceful most of the time. No crushes, no infatuation, no hatre, no anger. Juz maybe a little of sadness and a little of happiness sometimes. Sounds more like a robot...
Yet I wanna be a good listener, put myself into use to help others in all the ways I can. Yet I feel that I am not a good listener at all. Sometimes I do lose my attention and patience. Sometimes I simply get it off my mind pretty easily as I often do to myself as well. Sometimes I feel something for what they tell me, yet I don't know how to response and that I feel much worse than to simply being there to listen. I am certainly not a good speaker and I realise I even have problems to express what is exactly on my mind at times. I don't know. I am probably not of much use huh?
Second time being asked by Daph regarding who is your close friend in cell. Kinda feel weird coz she keeps asking it these few months and it feels forceful to keep repeating it. I wonder if she is seeking some confirmation somewhere. But yet everyone has an intention somewhere. In any case, I believe she means good. But really, there is nothing much I need to confess to anyone. Not that I don't trust people. Like I said I just have nothing to bother me. And even if I have, trust me it won't last longer than a day or I would have sort out answers on my own. Big troubles are rare and if I have I will definitely tell. Haiz...maybe that's why no one ask me anything too? HA! Juz hope that I won't give answers that are too independent, and if I do, sorry because it is my way of doing things...
Talk to Daryl about Europe yesterday as I cannot sleep again due to overdose of tea at night. Glad that he is thinking of going with me to find Huiling too and see if there can be plans made to travel together with his friends who are coming over as well. :) But the best thing is that I received an email...and it is from Junhui, my long-lost friend in UK! :D Pretty surprised to see her email as I have not contacted her since entering university. Only know that she is studying in Warwick. AND the good thing is that she is currently donig her work attachment at London till end of June, which means I can probably visit her as well...YEAH! :) Thank God for all these arrangements! :D
Planning for the Europe trip is the best thing ever to take my stress off me for a while. But there is nothing solid that I can do for the time being as Europe tours itinerary will only be out in March for those flying in May to June. So far I only know certain things that I must do:
- Visit Daryl in London.
- Visit Huiling in Warsaw.
- Buy watches for my parents in Switzerland and hopefully fix that cuckoo clock my aunt bought for my family from there a few years ago.
- Buy chocolates from Belgium for my relatives and friends and myself.
- Eat lots of B&J and hopefully I don't overload the plane. :P
Thank you God for your guidance in my life. :)
"Feels good to call mummy juz now. Sometimes I shouldn't juz sit here and wait for her call instead right? Hee... :P"
Friday, January 12, 2007
Rainning continues... :(
Today is Friday and I have made it a day for me to relax. Juz for a day k? :P Maybe I will sleep a little, tidy up my room a little, read a little, watch TV a little and blah blah blah...hahaha...lol Well, I am doing some stuffs for my friend in the meantime. Hope it will be ready given the limited time. :)
"Plan for the day: Sleep, eat, read and watch TV! :P"
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Another rainy day...

Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Hair dyed! :P

Yingz has the same colour as me but hers is more obvious...
Went out with Yingz yesterday to dye hair at Kimage school at Funan. And guess what...it only cost each of us $27.30!!! :D I bet this is the cheapest budget you can find anywhere in Singapore. This is even better than those salons at the neighbourhood manz... :P
We then went for dinner and shop around Marina Square before we ended off our day. It's gonna be a busy semester for the both of us this year...wonder when we can go out like this again... *sigh* :(
Today I will be having BS with Shuhui in my room later on. Since there is no lesson for the day, I aim to finish reading the first 2 chapters on PHB, my AA206 text book, and chapter 1 on Auditing for my AA304 module. Kinda regretted that I didn't do this earlier on for my first lesson. The tutor went through the stuffs super fast manz. Haiz...life is gonna be tough for me this semester...hahaha...lol *chuckle* :P
"I want to finish my race with my head held up high and the sun shining on me...yeah! :)"
Monday, January 08, 2007
Unexpectedly blur :P
Finally signed the contract for FKT today. I don't know if I am actually feeling a bit nervous when I signed the paper. Is that a relief or stress or puzzle by my unknown yet planned future???
Well I have just confirmed tomorrow lesson is on. Will probably be meeting Yingz after school to dye hair tomorrow. Great! :D I think I have been repeating myself about dying my hair for many many times le...hahaha...lol
"Don't worry about what you do not understand. Worry about what you do understand in the Bible but do not live by. ~ Corrine ten Boom"
1st 2007 Service! :DD





Saturday, January 06, 2007
Desperate Housewives Season 3



The series began with Mary Alice Young (Brenda Strong) leaving her perfect house, in the loveliest of suburbs, and ending it all with a gunshot. Now she takes us into the lives of her family, friends and neighbors.
Her circle of girlfriends on Wisteria Lane includes Susan Mayer (Teri Hatcher), the divorcee and single mom who will go to extraordinary lengths for love; Lynette Scavo (Felicity Huffman), who struggles with balancing the complications of work and family issues; Bree Van De Kamp (Marcia Cross) -- Martha Stewart on steroids -- who battles the demons of widowhood, alcoholism and vengeful children; Gabrielle Solis (Eva Longoria), the ex-model with everything she has ever wanted - a rich husband, a big house -- everything that is, but a good marriage; and serial divorcee Edie Britt (Nicollette Sheridan), the free spirited real estate maven whose love life has everyone buzzing.
Then there are the men: Mike Delfino (James Denton), a plumber who is the on-again/off- again love of Susan's life; Lynette's adorable husband, Tom (Doug Savant), who, it's turning out, has his own share of secrets, and Gabrielle's estranged husband, Carlos (Ricardo Antonio Chavira). Joining the group is Bree's husband, Orson Hodge (Kyle MacLachlan); the charming Ian Kavanaugh (Dougray Scott), a new love interest for Susan; and Austin Britt (Josh Henderson), Edie's 17-year-old nephew, who shares his aunt's knack for stirring up trouble.
[Information above is taken from http://abc.go.com/primetime/desperate/]
Friday, January 05, 2007
The Pearl of The East











I love HK and I will be back in a month's time! :)
Thanks Joanne for making another great day for me here when I thought I would simply slack in my room and stone. Hahaha...can't wait to see you on Sunday manz...hahaha...wanna see the result of my fashion taste for you too...stay confident! :)
I feel a bit empty ever since I returned and there is a reluctance for me to do things too. Hope this will not last too long for me. :P
Wanna read more books before the school starts. Read "The Present" by Spencer Johnson which was given to me as a Xmas gift from my aunt. Got a pretty tough time reading it even though the book is good coz she gave me the Chinese version. BUT it still inspires me lots and I will urge all sthose who wanna find happiness and be successful in your life to read it as well. Hard for me to comment on it coz such book inspires people differently according to what they need in their lives. Yeah! :P
Tomorrow will be another day that I probably gonna be stuck in my room tidying up the mess. May check out if the farewell dinner for qiyang is still on though. Everyone seems to be travelling nowadays and I simply can't wait for those overseas to be back manz...miss you guys out there! *hugz* :D
"Everytime I leave...a piece of me will stay behind..."
Quick update :)
Before I forget, THANK YOU for those who send me off and miss me manz...hahaha...you know who you are and I miss you too! *hugz* :D Thanks Joanne for the sms because I was bored without you around too...*wink* :) Worry about you over there too...lol And thank you so much my dear neighbour for taking care of my babies and even help me to tidy up my clothes! *blush* :) Hanjie, you are AMAZING! *muackz* :D Hahaha...sorry that you have to put up with a messy neighbour k... :P Oh and believe me I have made up my mind to go jogging with you every morning this semester coz I can't wait to get off those fats from me before I return again in Feb! First plan for year 2007! :P
Juz got back to my room not long ago and here I am feeling kinda tired. The trip feels kind of different to me this time. Apart from all the shopping and eating, I learn or inspire by many things one way or another. And right now I can't really tell my emotions at this moment of time.
Coming back home juz now feels a little lonely to me, a reluctance I have accumulated over this short period of time. I guess it's because I am going away from my parents again and coming back to an empty place that I called 'home'. Only manage to meet daddy for 2 days out of the 10 days I stayed there. The price to pay for a good paying job ya?
But I am not grumbling here coz I see now that sometimes people don't need your advices or your words. If I were to tell my dad that it hurts me a little to see him work so hard, I bet he will be a little upset that his effort of giving me and my mum a good life is not appreciated. So what I learnt here is that when someone is doing you good with a kind intention, don't ask them to stop or worry for them but to simply show that you appreciate their effort and that you love what they do. So I tell my dad that I am enjoying my trip back there and to be happy to see him again. I guess that's all he wants to hear ya? :)
My break is over now and it is time to get back to work and exercise! :D Hahaha...lol Will update more on my trip later on coz I need some rest now...muahahaha... :D Rest assured that everything is still great and that I have come with many good news back home because everything is fine for me now. And once again I can never stop thanking God for all the things he have done in my life. Amen. :)
Thank God for all the blessings in my life.
Thank God for blessing my dad's job to be secured now.
Thank God for bringing better health to my uncle since then.
Thank God for the financial blessings over my family.
Thank God for passing all my results last semester with better grades than before.
Thank God for the short but happy times I had with my parents.
Thank God for taking my worry away in looking for new jobs.
Thank God for making me a stronger person and giving that peace in my heart at last.
Thank God for everything.
"For once I am excited about my new and last school term this time coz I want to make it the best one ever. I can't wait to see my friends around too...WHOOPPIEE!!!!! :D"