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Dinner @ Bosses with Yingz, Steph and her boyfriend, KevinMy fried garlic pork rib rice taste wonderful...YUMMY! *thumbs up* Kevin and Steph are a very compatible couple...I am juz happy for my very good friend here...lol My bestest friend Yingz...miss you so much gal! *hugz*

Glad to meet up with my two closest friends at last after weeks and weeks of all these hectic workloads, games, trips, and job deadlines to meet! :P It always feel so good to be around them and juz talk about everything that is going on in our lives. I really miss you guys so so much!!! :DD

Today, on my way home, I finally tell Yingz the very issue that has been bothering me for all these weeks. I feel happy after I told her, in a way it was more of a sign of confirmation to me that indeed it existed and it is for real. She is SO right about me -- I am serious about it this time. If I were to keep it in my mind, then I would be denying its presence. Though there is nothing I can do about it, I thank God for this peace and joy in my heart. Right now, I can only pray about it and see what will happen next... :)

And at the same time, I can sense those signs of worries and alarms from the other event. It was all meant good to me but I feel so guilty about it. It sort of put me into a dilemma somehow. I can understand it is normal for us to feel that way but yet wouldn't it sounds like a discrimination? Trust is a big issue here...can we do it? Like Yingz suggest, I have to really handle this matter with extra cautious as it can lead to serious consequences -- to maintain the same situation now and yet to keep a distance away. Irony and contradicting, but that is probably the best solution we could have...for now...sigh...

"There is a time for everything, and everything is beautiful in His time...Amen! :)"